Trepidation
Trepidation a feeling of fear a feeling you can't forget but not quite remember. I felt that same feeling around him, a man I thought of as an Idol. The memory returns in a "Dream" the feeling of the same Trepidation, coming back to me returning the awful memory of those Nights. Not the man you think I might be ascribing, but a man i once thought I knew. His evil touch returned more than once. Those looks returned more than once. Maybe going to school that same morning...... More than once. I thought he gave me the same love I offered him, instead, (he) using me for an evil. An evil one cannot forgive. Although it seems ignorant, but I still love him the same. It's hard, at war with myself, losing my grip constantly. I am reminded of what he did to me in a Nightmare. An often recurrence. Something i have gotten used to as a Routine. Wanting to make that step, that final step, off of the edge.
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Hi sweetie,
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Have fun sweetie and I can`t wait to read all of your work. You can always talk to me any time you wish. As you are part of the family now. I promise faithfully that I will do my best to help you whenever you need help with anything.
Well done sweetie for an excellent poem that simply shines with your talent. I proud of you.
God bless sweetie
Love G xx
Thank you so much Mrs. G