Tribute To My Enemy

I shouldn't have let you go away
Cause now, alone I have to stay
Who do I have all the critiques to say?
Your presence in a way made me gay
  
My worst enemy or best friend
I never wanted our relationship to end
Things are broken, how do I mend and defend? 
On who do I have to depend
  
The challenges you gave
Made me reach success for which I craved
Since you're in the grave
Where are the troubles to have my way paved?
  
Since you're gone to rest
No challenges for me the best
I think the journey's going to be worst
For I've no more interest!
@Haf Engine©2017