TRUE......OR BLUE !?X

WHAT ! HAVE I GONE & DONE !
WANTING,WISHING & WAITING SO LONG!
I THOUGHT IN MY HEAD
IT WAS THE RIGHT THING TO DO !?
NOW..I,M NOT SO SURE, I MISS YOU!
THOUGHT IT WAS BEST
TO GIVE IT A REST!
YOUR STILL IN MY HEART
& YOUR STILL IN MY HEAD!
ALTHOUGH. I WAS TRYING TO BE STRONG !
THE CHOICE I MADE..WAS OH SO WRONG !
WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME!
I,D OF LOVED YOU ,TO BE MINE !
WILL I EVER SEE YOU AGAIN ?
IN MY HEAD , I HOPE SO!
IN MY HEART..I DOUBT IT !
I WISH THAT . I COULD LOVE YOU!X
THERE,S NO DOUBT ABOUT IT !
I THOUGHT..I COULD SAVE MY FEELINGS!
BUT..MY DECISION,HAS ME REELING !
I FEEL..WORSE THAN I DID BEFORE!
BUT AT LEAST I KNOW NOW. WHATS THE SCORE!?
IT OBVIOUSLY MEANT MORE TO ME THAN YOU !?
I COULD KICK MYSELF..FEELING BLUE!
WISH THAT THIS WASNT TRUE!
THAT I HAVE GIVEN UP ON YOU !
TO SWEEP ME OFF MY FEET!
FOR LIFE TO BE SO SWEET!
TO MAKE MY LIFE COMPLETE!
& LEAVE IT ALL TO YOU!
MY FATE IN YOUR HANDS!
BUT YOU.. AINT GOT A CLUE!
& YA DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!
IF IT,S .ALL LEFT DOWN TO YOU!
& YOUR ALSO FEELING BLUE?
GET IN TOUCH ..WITH ME AGAIN !
I,D LOVE A MASSIVE HUG!
BUT..IF YOUR NOT ON THE SAME PAGE?
I,LL FEEL LIKE SUCH A MUG!
I,D LIKE TO THINK YOU CARE?!
AS MUCH AS  I DO..OF YOU !
BUT..AS I,VE HEARD NOTHING FROM YOU !
ALL OF THIS MUST BE TRUE!!

Tracy Timothy xx