Ugh

Spurred moments are moments we lied in,
Stuck in a puce spot,
The story of my OE,
The Doctrine of my feelings,
Tucked under the Bullshit of my emotions,
No sign of light but in dark, 
I fear reality,
The burden I carry,
This unforgivable sin of masculinity and realization,
Is the only thing we Americans know how to carry,
But what's the point,
When no one seems to care what you carry,
The only time they care is when you're buried,
The unforgivable curse to my humanity,
Will be the only thing that will ever understand me,
And soon this pics reality,
Will wake me from my curse,
My nonfictional OE,
The place where I cherish the sentimental values of the pieces of me,
I still hold onto.