Until Then

i feel
this extra weight
added to a day
that already
feels packed

that last
conversation...
i find myself
chasing those words
to try
and
take them
back

nonetheless
they out run me...
and so i stand here
regretfully
pleading with you
to notice this heart
that is changing

but it seems
it wont
make a difference...
you seem
so insistent
on allowing this chaos
to distort
your thoughts
to the point
you cant listen

even though
it's been months
since the incident
that drove this wedge
down between us

i refuse to allow
separation
be the result
of this treason

i will be there...
for you
whether you want me
or not

i value you...
regardless
of whatever
you previously
thought

i'm making
this promise...
that we will
see the sunrise
once again

you have
my heart...
and my
deepest love
as a friend...
until then