Unworthy

What was it in this puzzle that made me so unworthy. 

Unwanted, undeserving, undesirable for any blessing. 

Gave me an empty conception. 

Dashed hope's request. 
Not supposed to be. 
Not for me. 

Not the answer I wanted, unworthy of dues that impact, improve the quality. 

Not what was desired, a far cry from innovation, replaced by the unexpected. 

No amount of work, worth it. 

When it is simply unnecessary and unachievable. 

I don't need it,. I just want it so badly. 
Unworthy of you, my baby blue. 
Unwanted  product, past use buy date. 

I don't feel rotten, but maybe I am. 
What would make me worthless, selling my own disregard into  the unworthy pit of disappointment. 

Crying is a given, panic is an underlining problem after the fact. 
Unworthy, is that my understanding. 

Uncomfortable, uncommon, unconscious is this. 

Failure is that the truth. 
Did I really do so bad. 

Shaking my head, no no, life is this just another blow. 

Unworthy huh. 
That may not be. 

Just unlucky. 
Just trail and error. 
Just another misfortune. 
Set to break my heart. 

Unfortunately that's how it is.