Vile

Yesterday was a right mess
to you I will all address
The abuse I suffered that day
To be hit attacked for what , I hear you say.
Got up in the morning to get his clothes ready.
Then he went back to sleep
Woke up 10 mins later 
You see his tiredness is drug and alcohol fueled,
Don't be fooled
By this manipulater starts on 
Me for being awake and up,
Ranting raving then fists a 
Flying.
Doesn't care that im crying,
Front two teeth now loose
I suffered years of this abuse 
​im not perfect by any means
this I admit.
But to tell me to kill myself the world would be better of.
Noone loves you your hated
I endure this constant attack.
Bruised battered beliitled
For what I didn't do anything wrong,
I just don't want life to carry on.
Called my mum disgusting names
Because the police she rang
So my dog was left alone and scared all day
Because of his actions today
Spent all day in the cells
I couldn't cope with this it's a joke.
Now I have to leave my home
Because of what not me him
Manipulates all he sees to
Blame it all on me.
Your the worst relationship I've ever had I hate you you cunt.
Mental torture to add to this constant nagging about my 
Depression won't stop goes on and on.
Locked in the room my bed a sofa with my dog laying with me lucky I have my boy you see.
Without his companionship 
I'd be dead poor boy so scared of him.
No money to get myself away
I have nothing and noone to
Help me say,
Don't worry we can help 
But won't happen I'm just a statistic that's dieing  slowly
Can't eat my teeth are loose 
Who else would take this abuse 
Good luck to those including
The rossers, to me your a bunch of tossers
Won't help beleive his foul lies
Just because I have a mental
Illness doesn't make it right
To treat me so contrite 
So I let the world see in my 
Own way just to have some say
That I'm not allowed to open my mouth and writing this is all I can do
Because I'm​​​ being kicked out I will be on the streets and why
not me that's for sure if you
Don't hear or see me write again
I would like to say thanks to all
Goodbye blessings love and light
For now sleep tight