Vivid Nightmares!

I woke up from a nightmare
now i sit here daydreaming thinking it was real

It was traumatic & rare
I cant even describe it as like having an horrible meal

i dont feel like going back to sleep
im sick of having bad dreams why do i have them

have my insecurities gone weak
Has my mind gone bent like a drooping flowers stem

im tryna figure out the meaning
im losing my marbles trying to work all this shit out

in my dream im trapped screaming
But i dont think anyone can hear the words coming out of my mouth

maybe its because of what goes on in the world
too many bad things are happening all of the time

I seen a doctor about this but they never cared
said it must be something thats playing around inside my mind