WALKING ON EGG SHELLS !?X

" I,M TIRED OF WALKING ON EGG SHELLS !
MAKING ME FEEL AS IF YA SHIT DONT SMELL!
FRIGHTENED TO SAY THE WRONG THING!
I WHISPER WHEN I WANNA SING !
FEEL THAT INSIDE I AM DYING 
AS MY SILENT TEARS FALL, THAT I AM CRYING !
PRETENDING ALL IS OK ?
WHEN IT,S ALL IN TOTAL DISARRAY 
HAVING TO THINK BEFORE I SPEAK!
LOST MY CONFIDENCE, FEEL SO WEAK
NOT THE FEELING , THAT I DID SEEK?
TO BE AFRAID TO EVEN SPEAK
DONT LIKE YOUR IDEA OF A TREAT!
TO MAKE ME FEEL SO BENEATH
THAT I HAVE TO SPEAK THROUGH CLENCHED TEETH
TRY TURNING OVER A NEW LEAF TODAY!
DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG, YOU WOULD NOT SAY?
MAKE IT PERMANANT , NOT JUST BREIF 
IM TIRED OF ALL THE FUCK N GRIEF
I,M SURE WE BOTH NEED SOME RELIEF?
IF THERE AINT NO EGG SHELLS
THERE CANT BE ANT GRIEF
I,M HANGING ON THE END OF A ROPE 
CLINGING ONTO ANY LITTLE HOPE 
AS FOR THESE DAMN EGG SHELLS ..WITHOUT THEM
IT WOULD BE MUCH EASIER TO COPE !

Tracy Timothy xx