War
I’m so broken I can’t even cry anymoreÂ
I’m ready for you to just walk out that door and not be able to pick myself up off the floorÂ
There are some days that I can fake it until I don’t have toÂ
But days like today, they’re the days I have no fucking clueÂ
How to keep going. How to keep breathing
You see that’s the thing about painÂ
No matter how many times I cry out I’m the one who isn’t heardÂ
When I listen to other people I take in every single wordÂ
The things in my brain will never be observed
How can I keep being your reasonÂ
How am I supposed to talk when no one is listeningÂ
Every single night my tears are glisteningÂ
Why do I always have to be the strong one who gives adviceÂ
Why am I always the one who has to pay that priceÂ
Maybe one day things will be differentÂ
Hopefully it’s a day that’s just as innocentÂ
When the moon and the stars are just as beautiful as beforeÂ
And the deepest parts of me, someone will exploreÂ
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How the hurt pours through these words. I feel every painful syllable. I think (and this is only my opinion) that when a strong person breaks down, the others do not know what to do or how to cope. Such a heartbreaking poem to read. If this is what you are experiencing right now, I hope you have friends who are there for you to talk and to vent to. All the best and 'hugs' x
Thank you for your support, I was going through a very rough time when I wrote this but things have thankfully became better. I cannot say enough how much I appreciate this comment! ❤️