Weak

You say I'm weak
and I must agree
I'm weak for loving a man
that truly doesn't love me
I'm tired of feeling agony
just cause we don't agree
Am Im not giving you
what you need
I'm doing my best
to be all that you please
but how much should i give
without completely losing me.
Yes I love you & I want you
I was hoping you'll see
I told you before
our love was meant to be 
But you keep pushing me away
These devils got you blind to me.
I thought it was love
But I think you're just fond of me,
Maybe it feels like love
Cause we bonded sexually.
I really thought you was the one
to bring out the best in me!
But its always something
one step ahead of me 
Bringing me to the conclusion
its not the head of me.
Its the feeling you get
when you lay to bed with me. 
Enabling you to see me
breaking down emotionly, 
Telling ourselves this is not
how its suppose to be.
If it's not love than
please let go of me . 
I can't keep living in this misery,
My heart is dying slow
But you can't see.