"What I Mean to God"

"I just want,
a simple, small measure,
of peace,
before I am to be deceased,
that's why I choose to stay clean,
so I can lay to rest,
what I've done and seen,
because finally,
I know now,
what I mean to God,
and how I can help save,
others from a tragic,
spiritual grave,
because with Jesus,
a solid foundation,
is laid,
and as He goes before me,
I know there is nothing to fear,
and this letting go,
might happen slow,
but I am getting back my glow,
and making peace,
with what I'll never know,
or never see,
because I'll always have,
my God with me."