What if I told you?

April 1st 2014

(this is written in honor of the horrible mistake I made 2 years ago from today that saved my life). Changed the names for privacy reasons)

Hello Bre.

You don't really know me but I think we could be friends.

don't you just hate this shitty southern Indiana waistland?

Your friend we have in common;

she told me something about you.

She told me you want to kill yourself and well I do too.

But just what would you say if I told you

this isn't how it has to be.

were planning to get the hell out of here. my names Zoe. you should run away with me.

At first I took it as a joke.

you probably think we made it two miles. or that I was bluffin.

But what if I was to tell you we made it 267?

she got the ride. I got the cash

we skipped school and got the ride.

we got turned in after we got there; later on that night.

I stole 1400 dollars from my mother.

to this day I regret the rude runaway note and it all...

what if I told you we got caught three hours after we got out of the car?

even tho there was yelling and anger I learned that people really did care.

I learned I needed to grow the hell up

and that life cant always be fair