What Will the Clouds Feel Like

Today I feel okay and that is good with each step I take with each breath
I know every day is not the same some days are better
Some days the air I breathe seems perfect and refreshing
Other days I can barely take another breath for it hurts inside
I think to myself life is good but I am unsure of death
My mind races in so many places and I just want to rest
This cancer won’t erase my dreams but I keep wanting
To know what will the clouds feel like will they keep me safe
Will I be floating in the sky like a butterfly just searching
For that perfect flower, that perfect garden, that perfect place
If I could climb one more time I would climb it with you by my side
To touch your hand to have known your name we became the same
An energy of light that filled up a room in the dark
When nothing felt right you would kiss away the tears
From my eyes and our love will never fade away it shall carry
Me to the heavens clouds where violins and pianos play
Today I feel okay but tomorrow I may find what the clouds feel like
And you will be my flower and I your butterfly wherever you are I shall fly
Together forever never to be alone as I shall brave this disease
As we hold on to our dreams with wings that soar free
As we lay among the clouds we shall climb high in heavens peace