What you caused.
I'm not so good with these scribbles that we write down on paper called words.
But I want to try.
I want to better the person I am
I want to learn to love and laugh again
To give my love without all the heartache and pain.
I'm a hopeless romantic with a lone wolf front.
You caused my front
You caused my walls
You caused me to be scared
You caused me to hate myself
You caused me to lose myself
You caused me to feel worthless
You caused me to feel unloveable
My front is to warn people to run before I bite
My walls are high so no one can cut themselves on my broken glass behind it
All I want is love but I cannot love like others do
The pain and fright of loving someone scares me to the point where I cannot function.
You caused me to change so much that I lost myself
I know I'm out there somewhere. I just have to find me.
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Hi NICOLE!!…….I think I know what you're going through......I just went through something similar.....and I can see through her eyes what you seem to be experiencing here.....and All I can say is that in writing these words...like you're doing so well here & now.....it has got to be helping you.....as a cathartic kind of unburdening that will, in the long run, be quite helpful!!…..You certainly are expressing yourself beautifully...….keep up the great work...….ALL STARS!!…….you go girl!!…….LOVE & ROCKETS!!…….T xo : )
No? I think you are very good with them because you have expressed such crippling heart ache so well here!