'Black Hole'

How many years since you walked back into our lives?

What thought of pain you think I've endured for these past few years?

You couldn't see through the fake smile I display every time you visit.

I was trapped in time while horrible things occur, that you can't tell by a naked eye.

When I'm at school I'm a different person, my mouth runs like a cheetahs speed;

I feel like I'm the ruler while telling my story..The story is the same old one;

Sometimes the only way to go through this pain? Is to write about it.

I blame myself for what had happened to the loss of someone dear to me..

You're lucky people don't judge you the way they judged me?

At times it hurts when your own flesh and blood blames you for the cause of death; of the person who gave life to you!

Every time I see your face I want to die! You make life so hard for us when we've already been through Hell; and we don't want to go back..

You talk about the past but you weren't there? You say "I should have told you what was happening" but it's easy for you to say!

The devils fangs were so deep I can't get out. You know the bliss is a dangerous place once you've gone far down; you need a light to shine through to guide your path out of the hole.

I once had someone who saved me from the devil but now she disappeared along with the light, that shined through the pitch black hole.....

Gwen.P