When The Pistol Fires

You are a loaded pistol,
alone you are a threat hanging in the air,
but with your self-pity pulling your trigger, 
you are deadly
destroying families
ruining lives 
causing more pain then you have ever experienced,
bang
one dead
bang…Bang 
two more
your words are bullets 
destroying lives without care
you live a life where you only feel accomplished when someone else is bleeding out
but you won’t ever take the blame
it’s never your fault, right?
Your pity pulled the trigger, that’s your excuse?
bang
bang 
Will you ever stop doing what you were designed to do?