Who am I?

I feel like I’m drowning
In an ocean of emotions
I can’t control them
They control me
No matter how hard I try
I don’t know who I am
I’ve tried to be kind
I’ve tried being the smartass 
The funny one
The cool one
I know I’m none of them but who am I?
All my life I’ve moulded myself into the person people wanted me to be
So now
All alone
I don’t know who I am
The only thing I do know
Is the partner I’m with 
I love
That is all I know
Apart from that
I couldn’t tell you much else about me
Since all I’ve ever done is been the person everyone else wanted me to be