Who Am I?

Who Am I

Am I That of Which People See

Or That of Which I Dream of me To Be

In My Dreams I Always Overthink

I Think Of How people Could Like me

Or Even Give me A Hug

I Dream Of Getting Stepped On Like A Small Bug

Because I'm Not Much

Atleast Thats What I Think

But When I Write 

I Can Express

Everything That Is Going On In My Head

Its Like In My Dreams 

I Underachieve

And In Reality

I Overachieve

Thats All That I Ever Think

Am I What People See

Or Am I What I Dream Of Myself To Be

I Have Thoughts

But My Thoughts Are Others Thoughts Of me

Because I Know Im Just Living A Dream

And This Dream I Never Will Leave

Im Caught Up In A Stream

Stream Of Doubts

Doubting I Could Ever Figure Out

Or Ever Change Myself To Love Myself

I Dont Know Who I Really Am

Please Tell Me

That Im Not What I Dream.