Why

The strength of me has been reached
Life's contract with God, broken...breached
That fast lane became slow again
Now here I go...again
I've been around the block once or twice 
I'm coming up for air fighting for my life
I swear I lost my touch
I swear the pain hurts so much
I'm staring in the rearview watching time pass me by
Why
Why can't I soar, why can't I fly
Why can't I live or why can't I die 
Out the womb to the tomb
Just 2 much for one to consume
I lost my strength...my will
I don't know how I should feel
I'm awake more then I sleep
The stress has gotten...2 deep
That fast lane became slow again
I'm wondering if this pain will ever end
I can't rewind time
My past now haunts my mind
I swear the strength of me has been reached 
Sometimes it's hard to practice what we preach
I'm staring in the rearview watching time pass by
Thinking why!