Winning the fight

Often deep dark thoughts have been waiting to trip me up .Make me fall . Other times I want to win the fight . Find the light . Meantime try not to overcompensate , debate , or depress to much . Figure out a happy medium . A way to get away scot free . Be alright just being me . How to accomplish this , with feelings in the way . How to get over not overwhelmed . Path if you have a moment , let the  missing suddenly be there . Guide me safety away from bad mistakes . Forgive yourself first, others can wait . Act be together . Next soulmate be forever . Finish fighting what can't be changed . Give up caring for the deranged . Open up , wake up . There's more battle's ahead . I would like to reassure you . But the fight only stops when you're dead .