wish i never knew you

I wish the day that we meat never happened... i would not be here watching you from a far. I wouldnt have to cry every time i see you happy with out me, laugh and have fun with out me there! I never would have had to go through what i go through right now... I wouldnt have to cry over you... I wouldnt have had to let you in and break me down day after day... i wouldnt have to be soo alone. I would have made do with out you... But know i am stuck here watching you hit on my friends smile a real smile and i cant do anything about it... I wouldnt have to cry my self to sleep every night thinking about how happy you are without me so i am leaving this fucked up world and you wont have to worry about hurting me not like you care right now anyway.... but you will be much happier when you hear that i am gone. You dont care you never did. You dont love me and you never did so good bye this is the last poem you will see from me this is the last good bye you get from me all your secrets are coming with me so no need to worry about anyone knowing them. Good bye