without you

You always said you liked me
But then you walked away
You told me I was important to you
And you promised me you would stay

Love turned to hatred
Happiness turned to regret
The things that I regret the most
Are the things that I never said

You ignore me like i'm nobody
Like i'm just a ghost
But sometimes i think to myself
You're the thing that i miss the most

It's hard to say goodbye
To all the moments in my life
But when you feel like this
It feels like the end of your life

You pretend like i don't have feelings
And that i should just understand
You think its funny how i ignore you
But this wasn't something i had planned

I never chose this path
I was just walking alone i guess
I’m going to pretend i understand your motives
Because i no longer want to be a damsel in distress

You locked me out of your life
And threw away the key
But sometimes without you
I feel like I'm alone on a wide open sea