XMAS..CONSPIRACY !?X

IT,S ..BOXING DAY !.. HIP HURRAY!?
AFTER..THE WORST XMAS DAY !!
MY MIRACLE, DIDN,T HAPPEN !
WHEN..WILL IT BE MY TURN !?
KEEP PRAYING. BUT NOTHING HAPPEN,S!?
WHEN..WILL I EVER LEARN !?
GOOD THING.S..DONT HAPPEN TO ME !?
MY LIFE..A FUCK N MISERY !?
I,VE , NEVER FELT , SO LONELY !?
MY PLACE..IS VERY HOMELY
BUT..NO VISITOR,S CALL !??
NOT A PEEP FROM 
MY SO-CALLED FRIEND S!?
    " FUCK ALL !"
ITS..A XMAS CONSPIRACY!?
NO..MERRY XMAS FOR ME !?
HOPE MY MATES ?? & FAMILY !
HAD A GOOD ONE !?
WITHOUT- ME!? YOUR MISTAKE !?
I WOULD HAVE MADE YA PARTY !?
IF....YOU.D ONLY INVITED ME !?
INSTEAD. BORED. NOT MERRY
       & LONELY !?
IT,S A ..XMAS CONSPIRACY!!!?X
TAKE THAT...SANTA!!!!
THAT ONE.S ..FROM ME !?X

Tracy Timothy xx