You

You made me fear

Waking up in the morning

But each day I got out of bed

Although everyone in that house

Told me I was better off dead

I hated myself

As much as all of you

And hey guess what

I probably still do

But I got my emotions

All under control

And I got my life 

Back on a roll

I moved away

Many many a mile

And now with some effort

I can look in the mirror and smile

But you still want to dictate my life

I was never good enough

And you've always given me strife

But I got out of your house

And left you to deal

Made myself better

Made it easier to feel

I finally got my life Back on track

And then here you come bursting back in

And giving me Crap

You tried to break me

And man did you succeed

But I've done it enough

I can fix little ol' me

So Sorry that I'm not perfect 

And I still hate myself

But without you

As my whole entire past

Im not sure that I would live

Not sure I would last

Because you may have beat me

And you may have hurt me

In any way you could

But if it wasn't for you

I wouldn't be who I am 

If it wasn't for you

I might have been better

Or I could have been worse

But you're my whole past now

You told me of my worth

Sorry that I'm worthless

And that I'm so bad

That you feel the need to drive all this way

Just to show your ass