You got away

You got away, you got to live
Can't see the pain I'm left to sieve
Admissions and valium, loneliness, I'm titanium. Break me down you'll never win, vulnerability was my sin.
 
How can you sit there, pretending it didn't happen 
How can you sit there with a truth that you won't carry
How do you sit there with power and flawed emotion, to introduce your grandchildren straight under your poison, your potion.
 
You got away, you got to live
Can't see the pain I'm left to sieve
Admittance and valium, loneliness, I'm titanium. Break me down you'll never win, vulnerability was my sin.
 
You told me you'll kill me if I ever told, I'm still alive, you left me broken, a shattered mould. 
You lied about it all, I'm still here, you didn't kill me, instead you left me to die every day, you killed me in the worst way.
 
You got away, you got to live
Can't see the pain I'm left to sieve
Admittance and valium, loneliness, I'm titanium. Break me down you'll never win, vulnerability was my sin.
 
Do you remember me? Or was there a list? Did I come with the handbag, just like a little gift? 
I can't forget, I can recall, I'm not afraid to tell it all. 
You can kill me, you can try, but there's no more tears left to cry.
 
You got away, you got to live
Can't see the pain I'm left to sieve
Admittance and valium, loneliness, I'm titanium. Break me down you'll never win, vulnerability was my sin.