You love your son mama and papa

You love your son mama and papa

For i am one of your 2 sons, i don't know how much i'm loved
When i decide to sit with you suddenly i take up all the space but when he's with you its all giggles and a safe place

I am your son with autism, everytime i explain the reason i act this way, you say i blame it all on the gift.
A gift you say.. but have you ever read what it portrays? 

I know i'm not the girl you wanted, i know i broke what you planned with a few words i said,
For mama, papa, i'm not XX

I know i have caused you trouble but you never looked at me the way you used to, for you love your son mama and papa 
but that son isn't me
For i have no happy ending