Your love

I can't breath chest is tight is this death?
Ready to end it all these thoughts of living without your love a memory game in my head.
Bottle of pills beside me that voice keeps telling me to end it all.
Don't have enough guts a coward inside me to take this bottle of pills and end it all.
These emotional feelings to much to bare not having your love.
An addiction a struggle everyday not to take these sleeping tablets and escape the easy way.
I just need a reason to hold on your heart is broken but I am the one who needs to be saved.
Thoughts telling me I'm not worthy to live every time I see my reflection in the mirror.
I'm sorry begging for your forgiveness asking you to let me prove I have changed.
Sharp pains in my chest maybe this pain will take me I can't live without your love.