You're gone

You walked away and I watched
You stayed away and I waited
The days went and came and I'm wasted
The memories of a love that now is faded

I had my chance but nothing fell
There was still time but I wasn't well
I tried to look you in the eyes
A single last time before the flame in them died

If I could go back in time
Rescue the heart that once was mine
Take you in to my safe place
Keep you there and hold your face

I hate myself and I hate you
I hate the promises and I love you's
False hope and broken trust
Fake affection that was just lust

Did you see it coming?
The night the sun fell
Did you mind telling me something
Before you went and dried the well?

Here I am, letting you fill my mind;
Take the last drop of my life;
Suck the breath out of my lungs;
Pretend that you were ever really mine.