Death Becomes Her.
Being a middle-aged woman she had felt " time slipping away. " With effects. Her flesh and her bones gave her clear warning of what was to come. In her mind was the notion of recurring weakness due to illness,and, obviously death. The thought of losing it all scared her. Considering her wild youth and selacious advances into the " cosmic gene pool " ! She had been known to " dive-in " to cause more than the odd ripple. Her vivacious character leaving her no choice but to extend passions to the outer reaches of acceptability.
Now, came the hammer blow ? She had been declared " terminal " by a respected professional. This had first been taken with resonating shock-waves inducing less-than-the-customary peaks of passionate spontaneous mood shift, to bolster sensual adventures, of course. But, now, a more measured approach was to be applied, after careful deliberations. The " nature of the beast " was dealt with head-on, to allow true reflection on needs and wants. The cravings of the life history were re-lived, to determine this unexpected " fatalistic overture " as a chance to express herself, fully ! In her own way. She would become the definition of the soul which " makes the most of it. " Why would that not be true ?
In her vision of the end, and, the approaches to it, she would no longer shy-away from intrusions into the flagrant violations of taste, and, perhaps even decency. In her ambitions, to be remembered, she would " steal the night " as well as some days. To throw herself into the orgasmic diversity of pleasure-seeking manipulations. She would be the one who shone a light, where others dare not. A " torch-bearer " for the active involvement with life. beyond belief. In an astute retrospection of meaningful intent she found the path she desired to go down, most. Her attire, and her " fire, " could, now, take her, wherever it wanted. How much a celebration of " breathing " would this be ? As given over to fruitful delictations of conformist propoganda, but much more, besides.
In " living it up, " there, or, thereabouts, being defined as wherever she may find herself most content, she would release the " whole expression " and impression of flirtacious connection. Literally. Leading to blatant disregard of " standard practices." To, encourage far more invasions into the absolute escape, from harshest reality. The " way of it " now reconfigured, with greater impact. Obviously. She took the assessment of her life, and the end, as an opportunity, to be liberated. To free herself of chains. And, really be the " persona " she always hoped, she could be.
The " bursting of the bubble, " can be seen in many ways, to induce various temperament changes. But, in her, was found the answer to prayers. She was released by her judgement. To transport herself, and others, into the realms of " fantasy " where anything could happen. And, definitely did. If, deemed appropriate to the " life-changing " pre-prescribed actions of gritty resolve. For, better.
