Culture.

Laying there, with the material in front of me, I realized something significant had happened. The literary content pointed candidly to this. What, if anything, could I do. With, what was presented to me. The truth.
In the light of events, I saw the change was permanent. Well, I considered so. That, was the sum of it, concerning my outlook. On life. There, was the evidence of more going on, than I presumed the case. In the " work " were the words of others, in appropriate locations, having done the same, to come to a similar conclusion. Their passion, there and then, rammed home the effect of being " lost, to the world " !! Their reasoning and subsequent movement in to the group dynamic, led to exhilaratory consumation, at increased length. Was the same coming to me ?
It, and the night, made the hope of removing myself from the influential force as ridiculous-looking, as has ever seen as so. I saw " pictures ", in mind, and related to these " scripts " , which foretold of activity which had to be. Where was the escape plan ? How could I turn down compliant involvement, in each and every process ?
What, had been put before me, and bestowed upon me, that led to such an outcome ? If, the truth, ever be told, I enjoyed the promise....of it all ! How, could there be different ?
So, with the facts in-hand, I decided to succumb..... to the inevitable ! To, lose all restrictions and inhibitions, to find the reality behind the tales. This, more than anything else, would give the objective and subjective " curiousity " a pampering, without reproach. My previous relationships would be discarded for the adventure, to end all.
The " cult " feel, and the presumptuous incisions, just made me more willing to put it all to the test. This thrust, into the relatively " unknown ", at this juncture, gave me the contentment, and the content, to enjoy everything, to full measure !!
What, a blessing this was, in disguise ?