Dear Dad

Just because you have a father doesn't mean he cares.
You walked away and still slept on the same bed and showered in the same tub. You saw me and my sister but never gave us attention.
"Heres money" you'd say. "Go do something, buy whatever you want".
We would walk out the house with my mother.
You'd invite your dirty friends to sit and watch the game
and we'd lock ourselves in our rooms because we were scared.
I was scared. "Daddy come watch a movie with us" we'd say. "No im busy cant you see im at work?" he'd imply.
You see dad worked at home as a barber as he has done for many years,but he was always too busy i guess.
Dad was always busy with his friends getting drunk with his friends at the house or working. Though he slept in the same house, same bed as mom,and showered in the same tub.....doesn't mean he was actually their . Dear Dad i dont hate you ,but i just dont like you much.
I am glad that you and mom didn't work out in the end
because it taught me allot. Mom was my dad and you were just a stranger.
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my mom used to duct tape me and throw me into brick walls
and then my dad beat her for beating his son then beat me for not sticking up for myself
what are you afraid of?
O_O" wow im sorry to hear. I was just afraid to not have a dad i guess.
my dad didn't us attention, but i was never harmed like that.
oh wow...
I understand what you went through , I didn't grow up in the nicest marriage either.. Keep your head up! As long as you can accept the bad with the good you"ll be able to accord with all beings in the world!
be happy that you do have a father who wasn't devorced from your mom who tried to pay the bill's
I'm sure it would be much nicer if he paid attention to you but, not everyone is sensative like that,or maybe there is more to it,but try to think about it in a glass half full kind of way
Of course theirs more it.But thats why i like to believe that you dont need a man or anyone to make you happy. I get what you mean, i just dont like the way he was even though he'll always be my father.
Its funny bc he never knew my age he would always get it wrong, forgot my bday, and such
sometimes i feel like its things like that can truly hurt someone.
i dont hate people...just dislike allot of them.