Inside Of Me

I am only a child, I have no clue what's going on. I feel angry all the time, but I don't know what I'm angry at. Why am I so angry? I tend to talk to this other person inside me. He tells me that this is only normal, and I should get over it soon. He talks me into doing a lot of stuff, and looking back on it...it wasn't good things that he told me to do. How did I get this other person inside of me? Is it normal for me to battle my inner self daily?  He wears me out. I have daily headaches, and I am certain he is causing them. How can I get rid of him, I told him I didn't like him anymore, and he started fighting harder. I asked him to go be with someone else, but he only wants to be inside of me. He says I'm different and he will have a better life living inside of me. 

It's been a while, I just gave up. I can't fight him no more. He's happier now, he has more control. I don't want him to have all the control, but I'm hopeless. He already won and there's nothing I can do about it. Sometimes I get a burst of energy and I start struggling agaisnt him, but it wears me out way worse than it does him. I'm not sure how much longer it will take for him to be fully in control, but I dread the day that happens. I'm not sure what he would unleash on other people if he ever had the chance.