Gone

Everyone that once cared doesn't and anyone that is starting to, cares for the wrong reasons. Why is everything in life so difficult? For me, it's not that difficult, it's just extremely annoying. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I were gone. Would they care or would they even notice? Would it feel right or would it feel weird? What about the ones that said they loved you, would you miss them? Would they miss you? What if... You didn't have all these questions, wouldn't that be great?  You wouldn't have to sit here and wonder all the time. Everything would be gone, even though you already feel that it is.