Perfection

We all want perfection, but when we have it we question it so much. Like if we deserve it or if we exactly want it. How boring is life when everything is perfect? Sometimes I wonder what if I did that instead of that or stayed with him, I would never meted him and then that would never have happened. I feel like we want or life to be a movie, not perfect like a fair tail but with a good ending. We sometimes confuse dreams and movies with realty. What if there was no love it would be easy but such a cold world. Or did that already happen? Did we lose true love? Now it is all about sex and drugs. Sex is not a bad thing we need it, we need human touch. They way we realis how much we love someone only when we lose them or miss them. Sometimes we miss someone so much but when we are with them it is not the same. We are not in love with them but with the idea of them. I just feel like we only talk to ones that ‘love’ us at night when that mood kicks in. we alone see them at the night time. It is like we are not worth to be with them in the daytime. We are someone’s secret Desire. I am the one you call after she leaves, I am your secret your second choice your backup plan.