The Virgin Diaries

      Popping your "cherry" is such an awful term. Your just gonna bleed and your vagina is going to fall off on to the floor and probably shribble. (Omg im so fucking nasty) Any who thats not true, but everyone makes it sound like if it is. Have you ever looked at someone and determined if they were a virgin or not? Sometimes we do that, but honestly how can you really tell?- You cant, want to know why? I once asked a friend what i looked like ( knowing off looks you could be mistaken) and he said "You look like a amateur". Was that a compliment or an insult? I laughed because in reality i was ...well ill let you figure that out.

        I had allot of friends younger then me mostly, who were not virgins. It wasn't a big deal to me, even though i was a little confused. I never understood how soo many young people could be sexually active ,and not in relationships. Ew thats gross i always thought. I've seen so many documentary videos and took health class in high school and learned about important information. Why were these girls still sleeping around? Was the sex that great? Dont get me wrong being a virgin doesn't mean your holy, and not being one doesn't make you a slut. But when girls constantly sleep around with guys just because they want to have a good time and be single?-Girl i just dont know. 

         Most girls i know regretted doing it the 1st time with some guy. I didn't want to have that problem and i didn't want to be PG like most of the girls i saw at high school. Waiting for prince charming and till marriage? Thats too unrealistic i know that. Chick flicks lie too, Its never planned and porn stars get paid to damn good for it to be like that on your first time. I say its going to be Okay, maybe a little scary, but be safe, and make sure its with a spouse who you truly love . High school myths and Pg teens scard me. Be the girl no one has had ,and not the girl everyone has HAD. The Virgin diaries, and the mystery of people actually guessing if you are on not ,and honestly thats the BIG QUESTION? How can you really TELL? e.o