What does a girl have to do ?

     Iv'e been out of high school for about 3 years now, and im still trying to figure out how im going to be able to get into college. Work has been hell just trying to find the perfect job, but apparently everyone wants someone with experience. Give me the chance, im passionate about ART! they dont care. Iv'e had modeling opportunities and art shows i had to turn down because my job didn't allow me to get out early enough. Every time i throw out the trash at work ( Im a busser) i keep telling myself that it'll all pay off and that it'll be worth it. Im trying but sometimes its hard. A Model who takes out trash and cleans tables? I guess thats a start.  Keeping a  simple job is kinda hard. I get bored easily,and i dont want to be or feel like a "door mat". 

       What does a girl have to do? i ask myself that daily. Your manager doesn't care, hes too busy making money and hes set literally . I think thats something i learned that people like that dont care. You can quit and within days they'll have someone else. (Restaurants) Maybe i whine and bitch too much, so i stop and suck it up. I just want to have my names in lights, to walk that runway for people to know who I AM. Im going to get their and when i do im going to throw my apron down and walk out happy.They just dont understand, but i dont care one day i'll be done with that crap and trust me i'll shine. What does a girl have to do?- Work hard and pray lmfao.