Despair

what a cruel character is god, for sometimes he lets us live

when we above all wish to end it....

An elegant widows peak adorns him
with a crown of raven hair echoing
Masculinity, Oh! Why so...

Never yet have I seen a face that is
More deserving of the word perfection.
No one's eyes...

Taking control of my life
Changing my life for the better
Thinking good thoughts every...

You wake up in the night shaking remembering what was on the news in your dream,
But then you think...

I need these words to die.

Their plagued damned me eons

Of suffocating breaths –...

A year has passed since you've been gone,
But memories of you keep me going on.

Sometimes I...

Aspiring fully in need trying to thrive. Death by own laying open to fornicate facade in rugged dust....

JESUS YOUR MIRACLES SEEM TO DILUTE

FIVE DAYS TILL RENT DAY

BUSTED FLAT ON THE GLORY OF...

All my life i've stood back, never trying,

never pushing, always waiting, letting fate decide....

Abandon hope who enter here, my heads a mess my minds unclear. Full of thoughts so dark and dread i can not...

A black pen runs smoothly over my paper,

I am writing down my fears and

I am writing to...

Apropos, and so as much, such winless count runs on.

Those blackened clouds? They beckon. A wish...

On a caustic mourning drenched in reign -

And punch drunk from these aftershocks.

Blackened...

On a beautiful day with bright blue sky

Jack ended his life and chose to die

He threw...

Agony of the heart, the mind

That bellows from the soul

Despondency, loneliness

...

Struggling to live

Fighting for air

Inhale, exhale

Suffocating in despair

...