Doubt

Final Cut

I just read some poetry
in a big collection of real poets.
I was living...

Am I a nice person?
I wonder this sometimes:
How I project my personality on to others...

my mind is filled with doubt
I cannot figure out
how to fix what's broken in me
I feel...

If you want to know the real me
beneath all my layers of bull shit
bring lots of corrosive...

On doubting God
I, am a pro
It seems my reflection
In mirrored holds
Hides...

​I think I am the worst person

And there is no doubt

But why I am so

Can anyone...

Wake me up from this reality

for I can't shake this intensity.

I've been at wars and fought...

He said don't worry
Its out of our control
Just be yourself

So I let the stone of...

Beyond the walls of doubt.
___________________________

On the winding road
towards...

Excuse me, while I pass
For I know that smile wont last
When you get to know me
There...

Confidence,

Something I do not have.

Self belief,

Something I wish I had.

...

"Self doubt, be not that of mine' an enemy , Let us embrace each one in the other , as we seek the same...

In the darkness of mistaken hurt, simplicity made too deep, the wounds of conversation lie, my heart, too...

My theory is that hope floats
And doubts do sink

My mind upon the very brink
Drained...

I don't know God

Never met him

and since I be
an empirical
logical
...