Existence

"what is existence,
If ones seeks not to exist,"

As i light this stick,
To clear the air,
I'll smudge you out,
Your demons there,...

LOOK AT THE FUCK N STATE OF ME!
I,VE GOT NO IDEA, WHAT I,M MEANT TO BE ?
HALF A GIRL, QUARTER...

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Coolness surrounds me as the cool water caresses my body.

As I long for the cleanliness I...

As a very small boy I heard
a shy whisper from behind
the old oak tree in the woods.
...

All this doubt, all this disbelief, all this giving in is undaunting....

to not be able to see...

Slowly feeling hope seep from my pores like sweat; I gather my emotions carefully and attempt to breathe:...

I dare live the existential dream. I dare unveil the mystery. For
Life, a fallen kiss. And chemic...

I am unwanted.

People glaring

Insults burning

Eyes stinging

Don't start...

Life is not good.

Life is not bad.

Life is not hard.

Life is not easy.

Life...

Time leaves bruises
on us all.

Through the soupy sea

the past is tied to me

in melodies dance

seen unseen

...

Life goes on..

Look at me

I'm the girl with the crooked teeth, big heart. And a strong self worth
I'm the...

This feeling has control.
Am I loosing my sanity?
I dont care about the things, like love and...

Mist drying in the arid sheen

Collecting hopes swells salted beads

Life is slowly drying...

This feeling has control.
Am I loosing my sanity?
I dont care about the things, like love and...