Realization

The other day I asked my daughter, why do I write so many sad poem's
She said dad, they're great, if...

I am often told, that I settled for fool’s gold.

As if I wasn’t aware, but I no longer cared....

It was an act
And can all be traced back to one night
The night you looked into my soul...

Why haven’t I broke down?
What’s the point in staying strong?
Why don’t I say what I...

I can’t imagine not seeing what I see now,
Gotten so used to life as we know it today
Every...

Gray clouds billowed from steel creek , mutiny and the helpers swarmed .
Mass graves of the...

Passing over!
places I have never been
I have somewhere surely lived a life here
same...

Spanned out
Looking grey,
Held my love
Worked all day,
My hand
Shows my...

Haunted by the recurring dreams
Haunted by the various schemes.
Haunted by all to no avail...

Another wonderful example set,
By this country's most dangerous threat
It's not in Syria or...

As I walked the lonely mile
My salty mask crossed the human line
Resistance is fear
...

Today my eyes are open,
they are shut no-more.
Everything's more clear,
much clearer...

As she arises from the ashes
She can't comprehend what will be in front of her
Her freedom is...

Shining as a star,
In the shady dark sky.
Could you see the dragon,
Up there so high...

Down on the rivers side
where i sat in mud from some forgotten bride
Alone in this pondering...

How long
Can you
Keep up
With this charade
No concern
As you
Hide...

Why?
Why do I try to have composure yet I feel like a savage?
Why do I try to write chapters...