Worry

It’s now early Monday morning, as I write these words to you;
About the Antique Show of yesterday,...

Tomorrow is very important, we are praying that it goes well;
At the antique show we are doing,...

Were young and were reckless
Faceless... what do you mean ?! We put on so many different faces ....

Deafening sound of silence
Submerged into my hollow abyss
Vacant pages of my own truth...

Yesterday, I had my surgery, first thing at nine a.m.;
It went so smoothly, I could not believe it...

Today
Has been
a
Day

Worries
of my
Children

Worries...

I love how much you worry,
i love how much you care,
i love it when you hold me tight and run...

Now, close your mouth and keep your thoughts to yourself.
Keep the opinions on a shelf.
Leave...

Compromise lives
in uncertainty’s world
a sense of not knowing
what path one should...

W as it just my I magination? N ot E xactly.

W hat did I N ot understand? E verything.

W...

Dishevelled
Mixed up
Round-a-bout
All over where I shoulda been

Logged in now...

I am always afraid,
Always looking over my shoulder.
My master hates me.
Tormenting me...

What is left to say?
when all that's left is grey?
what more can I do?
what is left...

How could you have done this to me? You betrayed a trust I once had, that's plain to see. An iron door and...

Why?
Why do I try to have composure yet I feel like a savage?
Why do I try to write chapters...

There's a battlefield in her mind.

Stars tangled up in her hair.

Sun warmer in her eyes...

Here I am, it is 2am,
Sitting at my counter.
What did I do today?
What will I do...