A Step Closer Into Terror

Realization just hit,
Life will never be the same.
Never-ending wit,
Going to drive me insane.
Atrophy starts and gets the best of me,
While my soul is suffering out of nowhere,
Can life get better? Possibly.
All I know is that I was there,
I was in a life-affecting tragedy,
Chaos turned others stuff.
People were taking solemnly,
What did they do to deserve this?
Obviously nothing, they just felt like it.
Deep, depressing, dark things never miss,
This might be the end for all-or maybe just a bit.
Whatever this is, it needs to stop soon.
Just like the people, I have become broken.
My pieces fall to the ground and become untrue.
Friends, family, and others-a word not spoken
In life, we learn our trust.
Too many things make it possible, including guns.
This moment turned love into lust.
God bless all those dearly loved ones!