ADDICTION

I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills
But I know what it's like to be a witness it kills
Mum told me she loved me, I'm thinking this isn't real
I think of you when I get the scent of a cigarette smell
Welcome to the bottom of hell, they say pain is a prison
Then let me out of my cell, you say you're proud of me
But you don't know me that well
Sitting in my room crying and I yell into my pillowcases
I'm in a room with a parent that I barley know
I'm talking to you whilst a lady in the corner is taking notes.
I don't get it mum, didn't you want to see you babies grow
I guess you had much more important things on your mind
Maybe why you left us behind

I got this picture in my room and it kills me
I don't need a picture I need the real thing
Now a relationship is something that we will never have
Why do I feel like I lost somebody I never had
You should be there when I finished school
Told me you loved me and congratulations
Instead you left us in the window waiting
Where you at mum, We're to young to understand
Why didn't you hold my hand
I wished you could have picked up the phone
I wish you could have been here
Mum why didn't you come home?
Why did you leave us...