Again & Again (Smiling Depression)
The mask is cracking once again.
Hand me that pen and I'll start again.
I'll have the biggest smile once again.
I'll have the clearest eyes once again.
I'll suffer over and over again.
Nobody will know how much pain I'm in again,
But that's why I wear the mask over and over again.
Don't you understand that I was in pain again?
No, you didn't because I wore the mask again,
The one I swore never to wear again.
The loop shall continue again.
It's just a silly game I play over again,
Except I cant restart again.
I suffer again.
I have to cure myself again,
Or I'll break down again,
And the mask will break once again.
So hand me that pen and I'll start over again.
Don't want me to continue this over and over again?
I'll use the knife then I'll never be like this again...
Never again
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Comments
perfect title, you can feel the Ā tension and frustration building in this piece .
although putting on a brave front to you might seem shameful,i can tell you it takes a lot of strength to do so. this time fight harder except this time know you are stronger
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i was drawn in buy the image because i used it once, pretending everything is ok is the brave front i refer to, that takes a lot out of you.
like the saying fake it till you make it (pretend to be happy until you are)Ā
it's just it starts to feel like it's eating at you from the inside and the lump in the throat. writing helps it really does i hope you continue to write. you need not worry about me pitying you i won't do that i know what that feels like
great poem I wrote one not to long ago called THE MASK OF LIFE
Thanks! I'll be sure to check your poem out
Another great poem of yours I have read and felt the same feelings. I know how you feel hun. Keep strong. X
Thank you Hun xx I did reply to your comment ages ago but Iāve just realised it didnāt send. Stay strong tooĀ
Wow! I can tell you deserve that Nomination. Best of luck to winning.Ā
Thank youĀ
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