And I'll miss you

I'll stand in the door
groceries in hand
and think about how you held it for me 
I'll be in line at my favorite restaurant
and think of the way you kissed me 
I'll pass your old street 
and where we used to meet 
the park where we first kissed 
and let the memories wash over me 
a kaleidoscope of colors and maybes  
of things that should be 
and I'll miss who we used to be
I'll wear my red lipstick 
and dance a little too 
and forget about who I was with you 
my friends will think I'm okay 
the skies a little less grey 
But I'll still miss who I used to be
before I met you
I'll miss the way you moved
and how it felt to kiss you
to hold your hand 
and love you too
I'll miss the way you laughed 
And how I couldn't help but laugh back
and hide how much I cared about you
I'll miss the way you smell
and the notes we passed 
and how I could never forget the sound of your laugh
and I guess I should forget 
the promises made for regret 
but I keep waiting 
and I'll miss you