APRIL 2014

When i was younger i was so confused
Now that I'm older It's my heart that's left bruised
I was damaged by all the venomous things that you said 
They got trapped in my head 
Telling myself over and over i have no worth 
Feeling guilty because I feel hurt 
The person we bought me into this world 
Made me want to leave 
My soul is left to ache, left to bleed 
And i told myself there's not much more i can actually take
You try to make me see it was just a mistake 
But how can i forgive you
For years of hate 
It was your fault I lacked motivation 
It was your fault I had no concentration 
I don't think my wounds will heal 
This pain still feels so raw, so real
It was my childhood you stole 
My happiness captivated in a never ending hole 
Saying sorry won't erase the past 
Never forget that.