Awakening Fault

I wanna be a part of something. No someone. I feel as such that I get nothing. From someone. I want to be a husband someday. No show rooms, competition, compilations, video temptation, conversations with agitation, anything that could put us on display. This may be my last. I don’t wanna headline, rather fill your head with lines even if it’s corny ones from the past. I wanna lay up under you, hold you and feel glad. But I feel that we’re in secrecy to your other lover now I feel bad. 

You’re a subject change, a let’s not say that, that same old song playback. It’s still a track. We’re playing on behind the scenes as opposites attract. Old connections still have static in them as so it seems to be intact. We never signed but somehow we feel bond to contract. It’s love there it’s unfair it’s seen by contact. There’s more behind the mountains he moves and we’re beyond that. That sunset the fades into dark but let there be light if he rewinds that. Undermined as we intertwined this rising action of the rise of action can only predict a climax. And like the favorite part of the movie, we go from a to b and repeat or re-scene. 

I remember those sounds, the things you screamed. I wish I could take it back cause I want you now more than ever inside I sing. Shit happened so fast you’d miss it if you blink. Thinking about it then and how we are now I can’t sleep a wink. Like every time we link there’s a missing link. If I brainstorm you couldn’t weather what I think. Don’t push me I’m close to the edge I wonder if you wonder what brought me to the brink. I figured since you keep going around I’ll just be passed around so I’ll get passed a round cause I need a drink. 

You’re the awakening fault. It’s my fault. I see faults in my defense you knock me out where’s the smelling salts? I awake to this? Someone who evolves around you? When I have to do is just put two and two. How much smoke and mirrors must I look through to see through to you? I avoid you until you’re able to put what to who. I change pigments feeling blue. Thinking you’re a happy place til you beat blackened too. You’re an awakening fault. It’s my fault. I chose to be here so I can never stand to fault you.