Bad feeling

I'm mentally tired,
When asked what's wrong,
I just reply "I'm tired",
Their response could be,
"Go to bed and sleep it off" or,
"How can you be tired, you have't done anything?!"
I hate this feeling,
Hopelessness,depressed, sad, lack of something and I don't know what it is,
I'm fighting my emotions,thoughts and feelings,
I'm trying to mute them,
Get them to leave me be,
I want to be left alone,
But I don't want to be lonely.