Best of me

As i sit back and look at the society we're living in,
i wonder why it's fucked up,
i wonder why we live in it,
i wonder why we don't change, why we love to show hate,
politicians want a killin,
i just want some gold change,
u can call me no name,
no games, look at me see no face,
when i leave I'm leaving no trace,
when i die i'll leave me legacy,
i'll die on the mic' every night till u remember me,
i'll run this town like it's meant to be,
trust nobody but let anyone depend on me,
dependable,
expendable,
i guess that means forgettable,
remember all your lessons and your only ever steppin forward,
i'll never forget the Best that blessed the music,
respect to the blessed that invested in a movement,
forever I'm in debt, next to them I'm a nuisance,
i try my best to be benevolent, but I'm losing,
I'm choosing to do, what i need to, to get through,
you would too, if it was your feet in these shoes,
believe me, i speak true, i don't need to, i love to,
I'm like the silent love of your life, screaming to touch you,
beneath u, above u,
I'm see through in front of u,
i bleed like i breath,
now in agony I'm comfortable.